Ultimately I would like to lose 30 lbs. I see my primary care doc this coming week and will discuss possible revision on my bypass. Lots of improvements to be made.
This past week the weather was good & I did a lot of socializing outdoor while I had the opportunity. And despite that, I have feelings of loneliness & emptiness creeping in. Trying not to analyze it.
Early retirement wasn’t my plan. It is splendid not to be feeling like a failure or problem every day, so I’ll take my victories when & where I can.
Dad’s death anniversary was 2 days ago. I wish he were here. That missing him has not dissipated in 16 years.
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