Thursday, November 08, 2007

Wishing I Were Numb

Still processing... he called me a... "Fuck."

Is it *ever* appropriate for a husband to call his wife a "fuck?"

For the first time in my marriage I called him what I thought of him at that moment, "You fucking asshole."

Q: If the tears are still able to come after my "alleged loved one" calls me a "fuck," does that indicate that I am not completely dead inside?

And yet he gets indignant about how I don't want to exist anymore.