Friday, September 25, 2009

.

Onset 9/19
Done 9/24

Condomless sex on 9/24.

Thursday, September 17, 2009

A Step Closer

Been thinking more and more about taking up a friend on her recommendation for her therapist in the city.

I'm poised, but not sure if I'm ready to pounce.

My fear of failure is preventing me from doing much of anything these days to get myself out of this destructive phase. All my best intentions amount to nothing. Why bother?

Friday, September 11, 2009

Two Months, Eleven Days: Riomet

Nothing out of the ordinary to report, regarding the Riomet.

Date of last draw of blood: 8/19 (I think!).
Date of next appt w/specialist: 10/12.

Still seriously considering WLS, not for vanity reasons, but out of concerns that if I don't do something drastic to change my current "trajectory," I will turn into my mother (medically).

Sunday, September 06, 2009

I Don't Recommend...

Viewing "Then She Found Me," if you're in your early 40s struggling with either infertility or the existentialistic angst over if/when/whether or not you're able to have a child of your own.